It looks like 2020 will be the first year since 1987 that we will not be going abroad, 1975 if you count the IOM. Even the stroke I had after our holiday to France in 2013 did not stop me going to Holland the next year, on the party ferry, even if that was only for a few hours.
This year our first trip to Spain was canceled our second holliday did not even get booked and I have no idea when we will be going again.
I know that I am moaning about a disease that has killed many thousands, I know that I am moaning about holidays that many people can not even afford. But this in not actually a moan it's just me being very sad, I am getting older and there may not be many chances to actually travel much anymore.
Anyway, we will just have to wait and see, I do know though that I will be very careful before booking anything.